Good Times!
So I hung out with Mr. C today and believe it or not......we didn't fight with each other! OMG! This is a first! Since most the time we seem to fight. My last encounter with him I was extremely drunk and when I drink I become very vocal. He was pushing my buttons......I was pushing his buttons......it lead to me "letting him have it" and yelling at him. Then I went outside and cried for an hour. It was just an all around bad night. But today has been good.....no fighting. So we still are friends. That's always a good thing. :)
Grrrrr!
So today is getting better......not by much. I am sitting at Mr. J1's house getting all my "stuff" off his computer while he is at work. Wish me luck that I don't run into him!
Just "Friends"
Don't you hate it when the person that you have been spending time with says that they just "want to be friends"? What's up with that! I guess I just don't get it. Last night Mr. F decided to drop the we need to just be "friends" speech on me. But what I don't understand...all we were/are is friends with benefits. What?! Was this too much for him? Just sex! His justification was that we live so far away and that he hasn't been there for me. But that doesn't make any sense either! He is always there when I need him. In more way than one! :) Oh well! Mr. right now turned out to be a guy........a jerk. So if we were/are just friends with benefits, why do I feel so awful? Hmmm.......maybe because it got emotional? Mrs. C and Mr. J1 tried to console me last night. I just wanted to be alone. Oh and I took the "Cosmo" quiz about "is he just after my body" and of course Mr. F failed with flying colors......but I knew this. That's all it is! Now I have to deal with him when he comes up here this weekend. And of course he is bringing one of his "boys" so I know what that means.......we will go out and he will get drunk and loose me at the bar. GREAT! Just what I want! Maybe I should just tell him that I am busy.....make him miss the shit! GRRRRR!!!!!!! Why did he have to go and confuse things? Anyways, one good thing happened.....my car got fixed. After my father beat on it and swore at it for a couple hours. I went to the next door neighbor who is an excellent mechanic and he fixed it in less than 5 minutes! But I am driving again. Oh and just about a week......my folks leave for vegas! Yeah!! I get their Expedition for the weekend! I am totally stoked! Mr. J3 is going to come up and spend a night with me. Mr. F was supposed to come up and spend the weekend.....but I don't think that is going to happen now. We will see.......
Ugh!!!
Tryptophan.......or however you spell it.....has set in. Darn that turkey! Well.....it's Thanksgiving and I have already been for my walk, stuffed my face, and now my car won't start! It's just not my day! Just give me a break! But dealing with family is always fun.......yeah right! That's being a smart ass at it's best! It wasn't all bad.....my cousin from Seattle came up with their 2 addorable chillins! So not all was wasted. Now I have to deal with my car. Last night I was coming home from work and it was pouring down rain......anyways, I went through this HUGE puddle of water bigger than my car......now my car is totally dead with no power and my father and I tried to jump it but fried my battery! What's next? Why can't life just be easy for a little bit? That would be great! So off to watching a movie with the kids.....oh boy.......finding nemo for the umpteenth million time.......Hope everyone else has had a great day! :)
Hmmm......
Let's see.....Thanksgiving.......what am I thankful for? I have great parents that love me enough to let me live with them. I have great friends that listen to all my bull shit on a day to day basis. Hmmm.......is that all? Why am I not thankful for more? Is there something wrong with me? Well......we won't go there! :) lol! Mr. F is being a workaholic......like normal. So I don't get to see him until sometime next week. I haven't talked to the girls in a couple days. I hate not having a phone anymore!!!! It's really frustrating! But it's ok, not much longer. I haven't had to deal with Mr. J2 again......thank goodness......but we did almost collide the other day. I dropped Mr. R1 off after work. I was going to stay and get my stuff off Mr. J2's computer (which I think he has deleted! DAMN HIM!) but I got this feeling that I should leave. Sure enough.....I was pulling out of the apartment complex as he was pulling in. Needless to say he didn't get over for me so we almost had a head on collision! JERK! Anyways......it's off to work for 4 hours then home to crash on the couch.......what a life I have lately! :)
What a day!
Today has been really crappy! I had to deal with Mr. J2's bull shit yesterday! Mr. F isn't coming up here for a week or so! And I ripped my favorite pair of jeans!!!! It's raining so I can't go for a walk! It's just not a good day. I have my Psychology class in an hour and a half. I am really stressed out due to there only being 2 weeks of class yet. I haven't registered yet! I just feel a little lost right now! It will all work out but we will see! GRRRRRR!!!!! I just need to get some! I know that I can get it on a regular basis with Mr. F but with him not coming up here for almost a week......that's just not right! It could be worse I know. Anyways....enough of me venting! Hope tomorrow is better!
