Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Just "Friends"

Don't you hate it when the person that you have been spending time with says that they just "want to be friends"? What's up with that! I guess I just don't get it. Last night Mr. F decided to drop the we need to just be "friends" speech on me. But what I don't understand...all we were/are is friends with benefits. What?! Was this too much for him? Just sex! His justification was that we live so far away and that he hasn't been there for me. But that doesn't make any sense either! He is always there when I need him. In more way than one! :) Oh well! Mr. right now turned out to be a guy........a jerk. So if we were/are just friends with benefits, why do I feel so awful? Hmmm.......maybe because it got emotional? Mrs. C and Mr. J1 tried to console me last night. I just wanted to be alone. Oh and I took the "Cosmo" quiz about "is he just after my body" and of course Mr. F failed with flying colors......but I knew this. That's all it is! Now I have to deal with him when he comes up here this weekend. And of course he is bringing one of his "boys" so I know what that means.......we will go out and he will get drunk and loose me at the bar. GREAT! Just what I want! Maybe I should just tell him that I am busy.....make him miss the shit! GRRRRR!!!!!!! Why did he have to go and confuse things? Anyways, one good thing happened.....my car got fixed. After my father beat on it and swore at it for a couple hours. I went to the next door neighbor who is an excellent mechanic and he fixed it in less than 5 minutes! But I am driving again. Oh and just about a week......my folks leave for vegas! Yeah!! I get their Expedition for the weekend! I am totally stoked! Mr. J3 is going to come up and spend a night with me. Mr. F was supposed to come up and spend the weekend.....but I don't think that is going to happen now. We will see.......

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