Oh no! What's this??
Mrs. C is sicker than a dog.......Mrs. D keeps getting migrains everyday.........Mr. M1 decided to kiss me but then freak out.........Mr. C tried to have some fun but I said no.......needless to say, things are pretty hectic right now. Let's break this down bit by bit....shall we? Ok so Mrs. C has this nasty coming out of both ends sickness......POOR GIRL!! I brought her some chicken broth yesterday and when I went to watch days with Mrs. D, she told me that she hadn't gotten out of bed all day. Next would be Mrs. D and her migrains. She takes excedrine but nothing seems to help her. I rubbed her back about a week ago when it was really bad. It helped a little bit but didn't take them away. :( Then Mr. M1 decided to kiss me the other night and then i think freak out. WHAT THE HECK! We have been best friends for as long as I can remember. Why is he trying to pick up where we left off 10 years ago? Does he not understand that he is shipping out here in about a week or something like that and who knows when he is coming back. Crossing that line I think would ruin our friendship. I don't want to loose him as a friend. Same holds true for Mr. C. SAME CONCEPT!! I think my new year's resolution is going to be "NO BOYS OR MEN FOR ONE YEAR!" (as said by the soup nazi in seinfeld.) hahahahaha! How long do you think I can go? I can't wait to tell the girls about this one! They will probably bet a $1 I won't last a week! We will see. Anyways........gotta get out of here. Gotta go get gas and then make an appointment to get my car fixed. (That's a whole other story in itself.)
Yeah!!! :)
So I am actually sitting at my house typing on my computer! About freakin' time! :) Christmas was absolutely awful! My sister and I got into a huge fight! Like brawl.....fist fight! I offically ruined Christmas for my mom. Yeah me! Boy I feel bad! How do I apologize for ruining one of the most "family" times of year?? Groveling works very well......but I still got a computer out of the deal. :) Since my sister got a brand new digital camera and a computer. Hmmm......how does my brother-in-law afford it? With 3 kids and a very high maintenance wife. Gee....maybe because my folks pay for things. Must be nice. I can't complain. I moved back home to go to school and they pay for it. Until my financial aid kicks in. Anyways......life is pretty strange at the moment. But what can I do? Oh well......off to take care of Mrs. C.....she is very sick and in bed. Must bring soup! :)
Can anything just go right?
So the other day I got a new set of tires and rims for my car. Nice christmas gift....right? Wrong! One of the tires went flat right away that night. So I went to les schwab to get it "looked" at. When I got there, I was not in the best of moods. But to my surprise, Mr. M1 works there! My heart lept out of my chest and I couldn't breathe! What's wrong with me? We were best friends! Why can't I just talk to him? Anyways, we have seen each other twice now both times at his work to fix my tire. He will be shipping out on the 1st of January because he is in the navy. I am not happy about this but what can I do? I am very happy that we are talking again. I haven't seen him in years! I am not going to let years go by again.......I am going to do what I can to keep in touch with him. Even when he leaves. So I guess not all is bad. Everything happens for a reason. And let me tell you, I am glad that this reason happened! Thank you! :)
Made my day!!
So yesterday I was waiting for Mrs. D and Mrs. C to get off from work and I was stopped by an old friend. So we were chatting when all of a sudden Mr. J2 walked up the stairs. He was looking hardcore at me. But I just choose to ignore him. So my friend and I continued talking and he continued looking. It was a great feeling! I just kept telling her (my friend) "oh I'm sorry, did you see something interesting! HAHAHAHA! Keep walking!" We both got a good laugh out of it. That was the whole interaction we had. But it really did make my day. The power of being a woman! :)
Finally!!!
Mom and dad got home safely yesterday......thank goodness!!!! Since everything that could go wrong did! The barn under water, one of my horses got sick, the power almost went out.....you get the picture. Still haven't gotten laid! But it's all good. I have decided to just take it day by day. Well.....off to work. Things will get better.
It just keeps on coming down......
The rain keeps coming down. Let me tell you about my day....first I didn't get much sleep due to going out and then chating online so late. Then Mr. J3 and I went and picked up Mr. R1 to take him to work. After dropping him off....we went and picked up Mr. C and went downtown to pick up Mr. J3's tux for the wedding. When we finally got the correct tux....Mr. C and I dropped off Mr. J3 at the church. Of course Mr. C wanted to go to the mall.....so we went and I got to see him totally flirt with the girl at suncoast. That was fun.....really it was. Anyways, I finally got to go home and just crash.......but no.....I had to pick up dog mess after dog mess in my house. And of course the rain won't stop so the back barns are completely flooded and under water. The pump that takes out the water I guess was busted and now there is more water in the back that could probably be named due to size or something. So my brother-in-law and uncle came over to fix it. Now this should have been an easy fix because my brother-in-law is a plumber. But no, since I can't seem to catch a break today.......nothing is easy. The wind is still blowing so that "no candles" rule is out the window tonight. And again here I sit. I just need to get laid!!!! Just touch me! Can't a girl get hers anymore??? Why are guys so one sided?? We won't go there. Now I know that I can't always get what I want. I guess I will just wait for the right one cause Mr. right now is not working out for me at the moment. I need a piece of cake! DAMN IT!!
Wet, cold, windy, western Washington
So here I sit house-sitting and dog-sitting. All my friends are out and about in this nasty windy rainy day. But I get to sit inside a big beautiful house with a georgous fireplace that I CAN'T START!!! My father is a fire freak! His famous last words as I dropped him and my mother off at the airport......"no fires, no candles, no smoking...." So of course I get to not light either the fireplace or the wood stove due to "no fires"...but let me tell you....I have the heater on! My day of napping has turning into watching my soap and re-runs of pimp my ride on mtv. What's next? Is my sister going to come over and "check-up" on the house? I swear she doesn't think I can handle the responsibility of watching the farm. The truth is.....I really want to live on the farm and take it over. I have big plans for a race track and horse facility. Anyways, enough of me dreaming.......I have to frost the cake I made. :) Drown my sorrows in sugar with frosting! :)
That was pointless......
So I went to the "sex" party tonight. It was really boring since I know way too much about the stuff already. So I was thinking I should maybe become a consultant and sell the shit! We will see. But anyways, Mr. J3 showed up after the rehearsal stuff and we had a couple drinks and then decided to go home to take care of the dogs. One thing led to another and my phone rang. Mrs. D called to say that everyone was going out. So of course I can not say NO......I went out while Mr. J3 stayed at home and got some sleep. To make a long story short, I went out, played some pool and cheap pull tabs......then we ventured out to the royal (you know our normal club of choice). One of our friends was entirely too drunk to do anything even walk!!! But we got into the club anyways......about 1/2 hour later when Mrs. D, Mr. R, and I were dancing.....mine and Mrs. D's phone starts going off with "help me!" messages from Mrs. C. Too bad we didn't get the messages until we got back to the table and saw the disaster! Our friend has passed out pretty much into her beer glass! So I went back out to the dance floor to get Mr. R so we could get her into the car to go home. In reality.......there is NEVER a dull moment when I hang out with the girls! LOL!!! :)
Vegas bound!
So yes.......I got my parents off to the airport this morning safe and sound. Mr. J3 is at his wedding rehersal for his roomate's sister. Anyways, so I get to go to a "sex" party tonight with the girls. I really don't want to go! I have been to way too many of them before. They aren't showing me anything I don't already know about or have seen before. Unless they show me a vibrating seat that has a built in dildo and back massager......then I am not really interested. Now don't get me wrong.....I have the toys, creams, gels, lotions, and sprays......so I don't really need anything more. Maybe a man? :) Yeah that would be nice......a real man that wants and loves me for me! Don't judge me.......just be there for me no matter what happens. If I gain my 100lbs back.....still love me......if I loose all my hair due to dying it too much.......still love me. You get the picture. Well.....I had better go get ready to go to the party. The girls would be really disappointed if I didn't show up. So off I go...........
One more day!
My folks leave for vegas tomorrow! So no more worrying what time I come home and if I am going to wake my mom up by the dogs barking at me when they see my car drive down the road! Mr. J3 is coming up and bringing "friends" so I am not really sure about that. The girls have invited me to a "sex" party tomorrow night. I really want to go but I promised Mr. R1 that I would cook him a birthday dinner. Since he is from New York, I thought it would be the right thing to do. So no more school until January 5th or something like that. But work has my attention for my "break". :( Talking to Mr. C this morning made me realize that I needed to stop sleeping in and get up so that I could go hiking. I made him go with me and we walked padden........in all it's muddy glory. So now I need a bath in the jet tub and the radio to relax. Anyways, time for me to go and call Mr. J3 to see what kind of "crew" he is bringing with him! :)
Maybe not going swimming.......
Ok so I got my grades back from my math class this morning.......C. Not bad. Now I am supposed to go swimming but the person who is responsible for letting me into the pool is asleep! Darn him!!! Anyways, I think someone should "WAKE HIS ASS UP!!!" I want to go swimming! So here I sit and wait until someone in this house wakes up. I gotta work off those Krispy Kremes that I ate last night! LOL! But boy were they GOOD!!! :)
Just keep swimming!
Great drive last night to Krispy Kreme for the girls.......Mr. C went with me. We had a very nice serious conversation. I told him that I can't see myself without his friendship in the future. The girls have noticed my attitude has changed since the whole Mr. F drama has gone down and since I have been hangin out with Mr. C without trying to kill him! LOL! :) Mr. J4 called me last night.....he had a long day. :( I really like talking to him. I can totally be myself and not be worried about him judging me for my past. Anyways, last day of school and my folks leave in 2 days. I get the house to myself for 3 days! I am thankful that they trust me enough to let me stay at the house by myself. I can still hear my father's voice from yesterday, "no fires, no candels, no smoking........" He is such a worry wart! But I love him! So with me staying at the house by myself.....my sister (who lives like a block away and can see the house from her house) will be watching me like a hawk! She is so nosey sometimes! It's like she can't stand the fact that I am single and have a lot of fun! Oh well......it's all good! Well......off to class.
Thank goodness!!!
Last math test today!! Whew!! Thank goodness! What a weekend! Mr. F and I are no longer "friends" but hmm.......now he emailed me today and apologized for being a jerk to me on the phone. Too bad I am now "too busy" for him! (Since that's what he normally says to me!) One of his best friends was totally flirting with me though....that's always good times! :) Anyways, good riddens. Oh I watched Chronicles of Riddock this weekend......it was AWESOME! So only one more day of class........:) YEAH!! Mr. J3 and I had fun though........he will be coming up this week to stay with me while my folks are in vegas. That reminds me......I have to go to the liquor store! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! I am out for a bit........talk at ya'll later! :)
What a relief......
Waking up to a gay man beside me in bed and 3 dogs...........very interesting. Going to Bothell to drop off Mr. F's mom's Christmas present........very exhausting. Talking to someone who makes me smile inside and out.......priceless. :) My life hasn't been the best lately but I have GREAT friends! Now that I have them back in my life......I feel normal again. I still haven't talked to Mr. R1 today. What's going on??? I really hope he is ok. I worry about him....a lot! Mr. F may be over and done with......but I can still have fun with my girls! And that's just what the doctor ordered right now. So it's off to take one of the dogs to the vet to get their nails clipped. The joy of life! :)
Damn this weather!!!!!
So it's totally rainy and nasty outside......now that I am in Seattle at Mr. J3's house. Mr. F is in Bellingham with the boys......that doesn't seem right! Hmmmm....."No don't come up! I am having a boys night out!" BULL SHIT!!!!! Anyways, he is done and over with.......it was fun while it lasted. Too bad.....he seemed to be a nice guy too!! But they never are.....no offense to those men out there who actually are nice. I just haven't been fortunate to find one yet......or have I? Mr. J4.........let's see........I don't have a lot to say about you....yet! We just met. Too bad you are 6 states away! Now that's some loooooong distance shit! I will have to wait to see what happens......Now my girls are very leary about this......Mrs. D and Mrs. C in unison the other night, "you better not be moving to Colorado!" Lol! They are so protective! :) But I love them! Mr. J1 is not dead! Thank goodness......he was sicker than a dog the other night. So the girls and I (Mrs. D & Mrs. C) brought him some vick's vapo rub, nyquil, and saltines. He is now up and about doing much better. That's a good thing. I don't think I could handle him dying right now. I am just getting all my friends back due to the Mr. J2 bull shit. Who I had to call tonight since I can't get ahold of Mr. R1. I am really worried about him. He hasn't called me all day! That's just not like him! Why can't things just happen for me? Is it because I am looking? Well.....fuck it! I am not going to try anymore.......I don't have time for petty shit anymore! Ok enough of me rambling...back to my white russians......hehehe! :)
Let's see.....
So I am down in Seattle at Mr. J3's house just sitting here having a drink. :) Ahhhhh......very nice! Raspberry Absolute and Koolaid...tropical punch. So let's see.......did Mr. F call me back the other night.....NO! But he sure did want to know about me coming to Seattle! Should I give him the time of day? I don't think so. I am better than that! He can come to me if he wants to "talk" to me! Anyways, let's see........Mr. C and I are getting along very well. Which is a very good thing because I really can't see my life without him in it.....even as a friend. So thank you so very much! :) But let's recap......Mr. F.....friends with benefits that is being a total guy and being a jerk right now........Mr. C.......been mostly a jerk to me lately but we always work it out being a very nice person. Hmmmmmm...........makes you think, right? Oh well......gotta go enjoy my drink now. Hurts to much to think! LOL! :) Have a GREAT night! :)
