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P.M.S.

It is not an avoidable situation.....once a month for at least 5 days! Unbelievable....normally the girls and I are all "in-sync" with each other but Mrs. D's daughter ate her green pills by accident thinking that they were candy. And Mrs. C......well she has a "helper" which I think I need! Anyways, today has to be the hardest day for me! I hurt and all I want is to be left alone and eat good chocolate. But of course my mom is a health freak and doesn't buy anything that contains sugar or even remotely looks like chocolate! GRRRRR!!!! And to top it off, the ibuprofen hasn't kicked in yet and I took it over an hour ago!

On a lighter note....Mr. D and I spent the evening having great conversation on the phone. Why do I get all nervous when I talk to him? Why do I turn into this shy little girl that doesn't know what to say? I am not that way at all! My cousin thinks we are meant for each other and we have a future together. I told him that that would require him actually giving me some sort of physical contact besides elbowing me in the movie theater! Lol! We made plans to go to a concert next month together. He is really into country music and I am really into hip hop/r&b. What a mix! Don't get me wrong, I like country too but it's just not my first station that I pick. I work out to http://www.hitzradio.com/. I mean that is the farthest thing away from country as it comes. But I will go to the concert with him and enjoy it.

I can already tell you how it will go...

1. Meet at his house
2. He will still be in the shower because he got home late from work.
3. Scramble to the casino and find a parking space.
4. Jump out of the truck into a mud puddle in my favorite platform sandels!
5. Finally get into the concert and go directly to the beer garden to choke down some Coors Light.
6. Find our seats

*After the concert...*

7. Go to the casino for drinks, dinner, and dancing to a country band at the bar
8. Go back to his house.....get the standard, "are you ok to drive?"
9. My response used to be no and I would spend the night
10. We would mess around a little but nothing would ever happen.
11. Wake up in the morning, thank him, get into my car, light up a ciggarette when he is out of sight, call my cousin to give him the scoop of the night, drive home.

It is very predictable. But maybe that's why I keep saying yes! One of these times something might just happen and I won't feel like a bad person about it! A friend of mine told me that Mr. D must respect my time more because we didn't talk for like 2 months due to the Mr. J2 drama. Who knows....maybe he thinks our time together is more valuable now?

Oh well......I gotta get going. Thanks for letting me vent/ramble on. I think I need to go take a nice hot bath in the jet tub!

This week will be great for the resolution! :)

One month down! 11 to go!

posted by tobynkatie @ 9:35 AM